Monday, December 22, 2008

Finally I am out of study-jail. Liberated and free. Sense of coming out of Hibernation feeling. After 2+ Months of Slogging skin and studying for atleast couple of hrs daily, I managed to clear the JAIIB exam (the exam which I remember in my life for its simple questions but killing, notorious answer choices which really made each cell of my brain to get up and start putting in some effort to bail me out of the battle field of this exam. I bet some of the cells in my brain had worked for the first time since their birth, given that I had never faced this kind of killing objective questions) I feel like I’m free now…. A feeling which actually is so great for short time.

I would like to re-quote what Abhinav Bindra had to say after winning Gold in Olympics for India. “I feel like there is absolute emptiness now. When you achieve your goal in life and reach the top where you had dreamt off, you feel like there is nothing more to get in life. Nowhere to reach now.” Well I am really not trying to tell that I’ve achieved something greatest of sort. Never. Hundreds of people pass this exam and so have I. nothing great. But I feel that the statement is true very much. I too felt same for a while (couple of hours atleast) after I finished my last exam. The joy, exciteness, what comes at that moment is something which will not come very often.

All I want to say here is that it is just because of the greatness of God, the blessings of God, the blessings of my Mother, the well wish of my close friends are the real driving force behind this success. My Previous TL Seshu (who is in Onsite now), Ravindra are the people in my office who I would like to mention here for their direct and indirect support. This success is just the timely synchronization of everything. Hard work of mine(if any) comes last in the line.

At this moment I would like to restrict myself and don’t want to stretch anymore here since I fear whether I boast a lot about myself. As I always say, we can’t be totally flaw-less in life. We are always in process of correcting ourselves till the last day in life. So is me. I might not want to say anything great about me, but unknowingly the excite ness inside me might compel me to say something of that sort. So I have to leave everything to time here. Joy, Happiness,Sorrow,sadness everything diminishes with time. So may be after a couple of days when I settle down, and come back to normal, I will write more and share more about life.
Finally I am out of study-jail. Liberated and free. Sense of coming out of Hibernation feeling. After 2+ Months of Slogging skin and studying for atleast couple of hrs daily, I managed to clear the JAIIB exam (the exam which I remember in my life for its simple questions but killing, notorious answer choices which really made each cell of my brain to get up and start putting in some effort to bail me out of the battle field of this exam. I bet some of the cells in my brain had worked for the first time since their birth, given that I had never faced this kind of killing objective questions) I feel like I’m free now…. A feeling which actually is so great for short time.

I would like to re-quote what Abhinav Bindra had to say after winning Gold in Olympics for India. “I feel like there is absolute emptiness now. When you achieve your goal in life and reach the top where you had dreamt off, you feel like there is nothing more to get in life. Nowhere to reach now.” Well I am really not trying to tell that I’ve achieved something greatest of sort. Never. Hundreds of people pass this exam and so have I. nothing great. But I feel that the statement is true very much. I too felt same for a while (couple of hours atleast) after I finished my last exam. The joy, exciteness, what comes at that moment is something which will not come very often.

All I want to say here is that it is just because of the greatness of God, the blessings of God, the blessings of my Mother, the well wish of my close friends are the real driving force behind this success. My Previous TL Seshu (who is in Onsite now), Ravindra are the people in my office who I would like to mention here for their direct and indirect support. This success is just the timely synchronization of everything. Hard work of mine(if any) comes last in the line.

At this moment I would like to restrict myself and don’t want to stretch anymore here since I fear whether I boast a lot about myself. As I always say, we can’t be totally flaw-less in life. We are always in process of correcting ourselves till the last day in life. So is me. I might not want to say anything great about me, but unknowingly the excite ness inside me might compel me to say something of that sort. So I have to leave everything to time here. Joy, Happiness,Sorrow,sadness everything diminishes with time. So may be after a couple of days when I settle down, and come back to normal, I will write more and share more about life.